I wish I had a home but I don’t
I wish I felt okay but I won’t
I wish life stayed in place but it don’t
wish my dad said he’s proud but he won’t
Wish I always kept my cool but I don’t
I wish people listened but they won’t
Wish I had health insurance but I don’t
Wish I always felt fulfilled but I won’t
I wish I had a home but I don’t
I wish I’d act my age but I won’t
wish I had a sense of calm but I don’t
wish my hair would stop balding but it won’t
I wish I had control but I don’t
I wish my body worked but it won’t
I wish I had more time but I don’t
I wish the world ended but it won’t
Wishing I was someone else, but it takes up too much time
And I know I’m not alone but it still doesn’t make it fine
And I wish that we could all just be exactly what we want
but I know that that’s impossible you need to settle sometime
Because not everyone can be a winner
And not everyone can survive this winter
I killed too many brain cells and I’m thinking like a fish
and I feel I’m slowly drowning as I’m drying in this shit
And I keep comparing my life to all the perfect ones I see
but I’m lazy and dysfunctional and I can never be
Because not everyone can be a winner
And not everyone can survive this winter
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