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i am dumb
03:27
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i am dumb
i am not that smart
my brain feels like it's losing its grip
everytime i leave my house i feel like i've slipped
i used to be a really smart kid
but now i don't know a single thing
i need better habits to help compensate
for my tired brain and its incompetence
i need to read more books or something
instead of sitting on my ass doing nothing
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22 years past and i didn't know what to do
i screamed and screamed and jumped out my mother's womb
crying and screaming i felt just like a fool
16 years later and i didn't know what to do
i screamed and screamed my heart out to a girl that i knew
crying and screaming i felt just like a fool
2 more years passed and i didn't know what to do
i screamed and screamed about death on the floor of a hotel room
crying and screaming i felt just like a fool
crying and heaving i felt just like a fool
again
well my eyes still cry every once in a while
it's bound to happen but it always makes me feel like a child
and in my day to day world the screaming doesn't stop
but instead of screaming at the air i learned to sing songs
it's a step up, i guess it's more respectable and formal
and it helps to make my brain and thoughts feel more normal
so if i'm a lousy singer i'm sorry for the noise
and if men don't cry i was never one of the boys anyways
and i've got no clue what my future holds
i get so down i get caught up in the noise
i think about my dreams and i try to work hard
but the reality is is that i'm way too far
i get the feeling that i am not enough
and i am crying in my head but i'll pretend that i'm tough
i guess i'll just try to trudge right on
i guess i'll sit down and write another song
and
i don't know anything
but i wish that i did
i'll try not to give up
i don't want to give in
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when the bomb gets dropped where will you be
going to work
driving down the street
when the bomb gets dropped will you get sad
or will you just laugh
as you think of who you could have been
when the bomb gets dropped what will you think
"i wish i was a better friend
i wish i had better priorities"
when the bomb gets dropped will you be relieved
like "fuck these human beings"
say goodbye to everything
nothing matters nothing matters nothing at all
when the bomb gets dropped where will you be
going to work
driving down the street
when the bomb gets dropped everyone's gone
the earth will move on
the earth will move on
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4. |
too good (drake)
04:15
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i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to ask you if you're okay
my friends always feel the need to tell me things
seems like they're just happier than us these days
well i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to be there when you need me
it feels like the only time you see me
is when you turn your head to the side and look at me differently
well last night
i think i lost my patience
last night
i got high as the expectations
last night
i came to a realization
and i hope you can take it
i hope you can take it
i'm too good to you
i'm way too good to you
you take my love for granted
i just don't understand it
i don't know how to talk to you
i just find myself getting lost with you
you make me work too hard for you
and i still can't get across to you
well last night
i think i lost my patience
last night
i got high as the expectations
last night
i came to a realization
and i hope you can take it
i hope you can take it
i'm too good to you
i'm way too good to you
you take my love for granted
i just don't understand it
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5. |
portland
03:21
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it's crazy that i'm alive
it's crazy that tomorrow i might die
it's crazy that i'm in portland tonight
it's crazy that i'm anywhere at all
it's crazy that i'm standing alone at the back of the bar
wishing i could talk to someone but i never really know how
and i will walk defeated down the block to the back of my car
pass out trying not to think of anything at all
it's crazy that so many friends of mine they want to die
and i get sick so many times i mostly will just run and hide
i try to outrun all the shit inside but it doesn't matter even when i try
and i am a lie and i am a lie and time is always speeding by
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6. |
people i don't know
02:23
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moved to another new city
i probably won't be here very long
texas, utah, oregon, what's next
still don't really know my rights from wrongs
i feel tired
i am losing
overwhelming
i can't do this
i'm leaving a trail of broken dreams
life is never really what it seems
i fall in love everywhere that i go
i fall in love with people i don't know
i need outside
validation
choke me harder
and i'll feel okay
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7. |
never be
03:41
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i'll never be who i want to be
i'll never be who i want to be
i've tried to change
i feel like i've tried everything
i'll never be who i want to be
i'll never be who i want to be
sometimes i feel like i'm flying
sometimes i feel like dying
i'll never be who i want to be
i'll never be who i want to be
the world looks nicer in my dreams
so please don't wake me again
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8. |
#grateful
01:54
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drinkin rainiers with you
outside the children's school
you pushed me on the tire swing
i thought i would vomit but i didn't
i didn't want to leave that place
i just wanted to stay
we'd lay inside the bath
staring past each other's masks
no talking just stupid laughs
yeah it was kind of obnoxious
i admire the strength you have
you make me want to live
when you enter inside me
i feel sort of lucky
I hate my body
but I know you understand
you make me feel valid
this is who i am
it's probably pathetic
and it's been such a short time
we'd stay up til the sunlight
but now you're gone
i may never see you again
but i am grateful#
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9. |
new england asshole
03:37
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sometimes i need a friend
sometimes i need a friend
most times i act like i don't need anyone
but sometimes i need a friend
i live in a house with 8 other people
most of the time they are surprisingly quiet
sometimes i hear them having fun
i don't wanna deal with them, i'll just stay here in my room
sometimes i need a friend
sometimes i need a friend
most times i act like i don't need anyone
but sometimes i need a friend
jay always tries to make small talk with me
i don't say much back, not usually
maybe i'm just a product of new england
maybe i am just a total asshole
sometimes i need a friend
sometimes i need a friend
most times i act like i don't need anyone
but sometimes i need a friend
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10. |
c u later
02:23
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i am 25 and so stupid
everything that i do is so selfish
the world is warming up 4 degrees now
why should i even bother
i woke up feeling so manic
is it the last day of this shit yet
i ate a pretzel and said i was fine
driving in my truck i'll see you later
i am just a run of the mill human
just another mindless consumer
i can't wait to spend some more money
i need something to eat, i'll see you later
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