the days are getting colder but I’m melting like the snow
That piles on the house as if it’s gonna take control
I guess that it does anyways winter makes me so depressed
But when the summer comes back I’m still feeling like a mess
and I get into my car because I’ve gotta go work more and I need more cash
And these dark days have me saving up like it’s the apocalypse
I need enough so I can escape I always am looking for a way out
But I feel so trapped in this fucking race I never wanted to be a part of it
And
I bought a milkshake and cried
I’m not really sure why
I ordered a side of fries
I think I wanted to die
And at HEB I stared into the aisle like a horror movie
Contemplating suicide as I picked up my broccoli
Am I normal? is this normal? Just gotta act like I’m fine
But when I’m overwhelmed in the grocery store I think I’d rather die
I feel bad these days for most of the week
Saw a friend of mine and I could barely speak
I’m sick, I’m stunted, I make bad decisions
There’s people who care but I’m never with them
I isolate myself but I don’t know how to do anything else, I guess it’s how I was raised
Sitting all alone in all my younger days
And now it’s still the same
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